Here I am.
After agonizing a lot about starting a blog or not, I finally decided to jump into the cold water!
Well, I’ve always been writing and I’ve always been a person who got opinions on stuff. For me writing is like having a voice so silent yet so powerful. This was even a hobby that unintentionally brought money when I was just a junior high kid — but somewhere along the way, I just stopped writing. I closed all of those diaries and moved on with life without words of thoughts written anymore.
Later in life, I finally longed to write but I was too afraid to start again. I kept buying new diaries but I left them in the furthest corner.
I was worried that writing will wake some kind of a dragon in me, not necessarily a good and mighty dragon, but a beast so uncontrollable it will start to poke holes in my hearts, burnt my brain and won’t leave me be. I was afraid to feel and think out loud, I didn’t want to paint the black on white.
How if I outcast my deepest feelings and I’d get hurt? How if I think too much and I’d be drowned in my own thoughts?
But finally, I think I better be my old self again, the old self who was so young and so naive, so brave and so blunt. People say, “keep a diary a day and it will keep you one day.”
I want to run over the letters on my keyboard, I want to let my heart speak out loud, I want to let this tiny little brain of mine think.
So, yeah. Hello, world!
Here are my dragons coming to you 😀